love
I’m scared of it. I’m scared of love and marriage and sex and everything that has to do with someone of the opposite gender or the same gender.
Marriage —> I dont want to fuck up like my parents did. It hurts so much for the kids and after a divorce, they go one of two ways. They do super well to try to make up for the divorce, or they go downhill and they do drugs/drink alot. I dont want that. When I marry, (if i ever marry) divorce is not an option. I will never initiate a divorce just because I felt like it, or met someone else who i think is better. It hurts too much after having to go through the same pain
love —> same thing as marriage…is there really love? i’m doubting it cause of my parents. I just want to be one of those girls to fall in love and fall completely head over heels for this one guy and not feel any kind of doubtfulness while doing so.
sex —> I dont even know. What if i give my first time to someone who only wants to fuck me..? I gave my first kiss to someone who’s not my boyfriend and I’m pretty damn sure he wants a good fuck from me.
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yourloveisfree said:
i can answer i gave all my firsts to a guy who just threw me away. feels like shit and its scary but you live and learn, just be careful.
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